Studying VS Working

Here I am, pondering at the middle of the night when I should have been focusing more on my assignment rather than blabbering online.

The thing is, I am having doubts whether or not I should continue on this crusade to work while studying. As those who are not well informed, I am currently taking Master is Education (English Language) at University of Malaya while working as a part-time photographer at Kidzania. I'm quite sure the question on everyone's mind is "why are you learning about Education when you're a photographer?" That not really the point here. Moving on.




Studying Master at UM is no cakewalk, as similar to being a photographer at Kidzania. For those who do not know Kidzania, google it. I have no intention of explaining it here. I am always tired coming back from work, and I have to sleep early because I have to get up and go to work. Assignments are HARD. Way harder than those I had during degree days in UiTM. Right now I am supposed to complete a 35 pages of research proposal which I have to submit in class in less than 15 hours.

I have to admit in some parts of my soul, I feel afraid. I fear that I would not be able to complete this due to my own weakness, as part of me being human and another as to my own personality. A part of me wants to drop the subject, another wants to quit studying. One said that I should change my major to Linguistics while another yells and say do not give up, just do it and hope for the best.
I am at my wits end. If you have any thoughts, feel free to send me a text.

Oh, how I want to sleep but I really have to do this shit.


Well, here goes nothing.. Wish me luck on my assignment, and hope that the lecturer gives me some leeway.