Moonlighting Stride

Woah, this blog is getting dusty. [blows dust]

I went to the UiTM KBM's Sukan Antara Program last night and I'm sorry to say I am quite disappointed with it. The supposed to be carnival was not what it used to be, there was less crowd, even lesser shop and no excitement. Feeling making the trip as wasted, I decided to head to the riverbank to grab a quick dinner and later head back home walking by the riverside.

With the night was young and quiet, I was joined by the moonlight illuminating the way forward and accompanied by the shining neon lights along the river. The breeze was gentle and cool as it was comforting. With a slow stride along the river of the land of forgotten time, I cant help but to reminisce about the good old days.




The first thing that came to mind was the ex-girlfriend, Yana.  With a tall figure, one could easily mistaken her as a model. In which, I'm sure that made her friends envy her on that point. She was a sweet and vivacious young girl that makes those around her smile and laugh. Seeing her sweet smile was one of the highlights of my day.

The relationship ended abruptly. She was the one who asked for it and I accepted because I thought she wasnt happy with me and I only hold her best interest in heart. Looking back, I am not sure whether her suggestion to end the relationship a test and I accepted it blindly. I guess I maybe should have thought about my own happiness, but I dont want to be one of those guys that cant let go no matter what. In the end, I am just another fool in love.

I have to admit that I removed her from Facebook and her numbers because I thought by not thinking about it I could avoid being sad and  my heart could stop crackling like a thin layer of ice. Now look at me, after almost 3 months, here I am still thinking and writing about her.